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I killed a flower for you, the other day

 "I killed a flower for you, the other day  it was a magnolia  and its only crime was its beauty"  I say to her as I put the flowers on the bed of her grave  "and it got me wondering if  beauty was the reason you got plucked so early in the seasons  did the gods fear the summer would be too harsh for your delicate petals? or the winter brutal on your roots?"  I pull a single dandelion that's peaking though the concrete by my side and I add it to the bouquet of the other flowers I've killed to make her shrine  " oh don't you worry it would've just ended up a yellow smudge under someone's shoes  you see, it grew in a crack in the pavement  a by-walker would've stepped on it by accident  and it got me wondering again if your beauty was the reason for your absence if your fairness was what made the gods deem this world unfit to host your essence , if it's ,indeed, the light in you that made them go to such lengths  can the gods be kind a

A weary traveler that i am

 A weary traveler that i am All the dirt on my feet, I can't help but carry All the path i have walked, I can't help but leave To make a home out of your mind, Don't ask that of me For a weary traveler, i am  Unknown, home will always be -Edema Ruh-

A lonely star

 A lonely star, And its lonely moon. Cursed forever, By a lifeless boon. The star wanted to share, His pain, his sorrow. The old moon was afraid, If he would live tomorrow. They have been sharing, A bond profound. They scream, they cry, But make no sound. Then comes the day, The Sun shines high. The star and its moon, Lost, in a corner of the sky...

Of the best and the first

 Of the best and the first, These words won't be.  Of the sweet and the plump, These words won't be.  A perfume, an incense,  These words won't be. Capabel to appease, This words won't be. But, If not for you,  These words wouldn't be. -Cain's offering-

BARRICADES

 BARRICADES❗️❗️🚷 Gently but forcefully, I crawled through the dark The walls tends to hug each other entrapping me 'Help!!',  I cried out but the barricades bounce back my words into my ears 'Crawl, keep going',  a voice out of nowhere spoke to my soul Thundering footsteps with sad voices kept echoing in the dark yet no vision of a soul My space continued getting smaller, increasing my fears 'Where am I?, what should I do?' I asked rhetorically as I struggled through "Look!!, the clouds has unfolded its wings for a warm hug The sun has its beautiful smile on it it greets and welcomes you" I heard myself saying this and joyously crawling out of my cage:  Out of the psychological prison I am now, a free man I am,  from the from grips of the psychological barricades Majestically I walk into the better tomorrow I dreamt of .  #psychological_diaries

Untold love

♡•Untold love•♡ I fell in love, I fell in love with you I told you how I felt and rejection is what I got.  How am I feeling? Truth to be told, I still have little hope left....ummm...no no not just little hope, I've got bigger hopes. You say you don't feel the same, but that's not what your eyes tell me... The way you look at me, makes my heart skip a beat The way you touch me, makes my body shiver Those little sweet talks, gives me butterflies  Everything you do, drives me crazy and only makes me fall in love more and more. So now tell me, do you not feel anything at all for me?  Tell me why did you reject me? If you don't feel the same then why act so differently around me? I still remember that day, when you rejected me; your eyes teary as they dropped to your gorgeous face...you looked at me for a while, then you kissed me desperately...I melted in your kiss, but before I could ever kiss you back, you were gone. And I haven't seen nor heard from you ever since,

I watched her

I watched her galactic eyes, Drowning in a pool of watery tears, And with every passing moment, Her eyes kept screaming fear. As the flood continued to rise, Breathless, Immobilised, She let herself drown so deep, Ocean deep in her own mistakes. As she sunk, She has never remembered to breathe, And as she sunk, She has forgotten how to keep herself alive.